Relaxing and Free

In twitter i talk to my best friend when i chat with "her"

Me: Glad to chat with "her" again but i'm still afraid :(
My Best @Me: whats wrong ma man?
Me @My Best: it's about "her", i'm chat with her and find my body is freeze and afraid to open the chat room :(
My Bes t@Me: why? Face it fiz or you'll regret it.
Me @My Best: i dont know why, i'm very afraid and my hand so cold now. deg deg an
My Best @Me: now or never. Repair your relationship with her! Or you'll be awkward with her forever.
Me :( @My Best
My Best @Me: dont be sad hey big boy. You should listen the script's song. The man who cant be moved. The lyric match w/ you.
Me @My Best:: funny.. 1. i'm very confused not only sad, 2. i had listen that song from 4 month ago (at the happy relationship is broke)
My Best @Me: well, now just you and your heart that know what you felt. Dont avoid fiz.
Me @My Best : it's over.. and the reason is she's afraid of her boyfriend to chat with me.
My Best @Me: well, maybe she's not the one. You SHOULD open new page in your life. You can do it, everyone can do it fiz.
Me @My Best: sorry nis... off :(
My Best @Me: its okay, cooling down your self.



i still cant forget the past after so long, even until this day..
can i fixed that relationship and be one part together again or i must dissapear from her...
:(